Thursday, January 5, 2012

thoughts that ruin lives

It's not unreasonable to be optimistic about this.
This time, it's going to be different.
It is not going to be like it was before.
She means it.
I mean it.
I've learned things. Important things.
I'm ready for this.
She has been waiting for me.

It's never ever been like this before.
This is the one.
This time it will last.

It's perfect. It feels perfect.
There is nothing that can ruin this.
I have thought of everything.

I am being smart about this.
I have thought everything out.
I am not rushing into things.
I am listening to my friends.
I am thinking clearly.

I have learned a lot from my mistakes.
I am ready to get started with my life now.
It's time for things to get good for me.
I deserve this.
I've waited my whole life to really be happy.
This is where it starts.
Everything is going to be ok now.